
Norman
is saved by an SS commander
The
commandant of the Polish police came to me and he said to me to run away. And I
was wondering, why does he tell me? He was not a Jew lover. He was a big
antisemite. So before I run away, I went to his home
because I could go out from the camp. He was there with his wife and I said to
him, ÒThis time IÕm going to listen to you. I will run away. But please tell
me why do you want to save me? I know you are, you donÕt like Jews.Ó So he told me the reason. And the reason was he had a son.
And the son was in the army. He was killed in 1939 when the war started. When
he saw me, he looked at me and I looked very much like his son. It like, like a
double. And he told this to his wife and his wife said, ÒI want to see this
young fellow.Ó He brought her to our, to
our place and she looked at me and she told him, ÒMake believe because he
look so much like our,Ó they had the only
son, he was killed, Òbecause he look so much like my, our son, please
promise me if there will be a times that you will be able to save him, save
him.Ó So for this reason, he told me the
first time to run away; and for this reason he told me nows that they going to
liquidate the camp, I should run away.
Stealing
a bike and a rifle
I wanted to take away the rifle so I killed him. He fell down. So
we went and we took away the bicycle, we took away the rifle and we left him.
Now, the bicycle was very important because for the bicycle, my friend went to
a peasant and he exchange it for a calf, so we have what to eat. The rifle
remained with us. To me, this was very important because I did something. What
did I do? I killed a Polish policeman who worked with the Germans and we got a
other rifle which it didnÕt cost us no money and I got it.
ÒThe
blizzard is our motherÓ
The blizzard is our mother. The night is our mother. A heavy rain
is our mother because those were only the times that I could go out. If there
was, who was our biggest enemy? The moon. The moon was our biggest enemy
because if there was a moon night, because in day we couldnÕt go. In night, if
there was a moonlight night, we couldnÕt move. So the night, the blizzard,
heavy snow, heavy rain, this was our friends.
Norman
threatens a doctor to save his life
She went
to the doctor and she said ÒI have somebody who was wounded yesterday. HeÕs
from the AK,Ó if he will look at me. He said yes. She brought me over and he
started, he said, ÒWell, here is no dangerous because it went through the
muscles. Here it went through the finger,Ó but I have to have injection against
blood poison. He said, ÒLet down your pants.Ó So I was afraid that he does it
purposely to see if IÕm Jewish because she says that IÕm from the same group. I
took out a hand grenade and I took out the pin and I said, ÒIf you do something
I will let the pin out and we all be killed.Ó
Joining
the AK
When the AK, when I came in I was very happy. Why? Because I
didnÕt have to hide. Before when I came in, I had to hide the rifle. I had to
hide the revolver. I could only walk when it was a blizzard or it was a heavy
snow. Nobody was on the street. But when I was in the AK I came out in a shiny
night. When we came to our village, the girls grabbed us, they kissed us, the
people came out, they brought us, they brought kielbasa, food. We were heroes.
I was the same guy but before I was not with the AK. I was a fugitive and I had
to be killed. So for being in the AK was a very, very rewarding day and also we
were so organized, so we could do a lot of things. We demolished railroads,
attacked police stations. It was all together a different story.
Norman
saves a farmer and Jews in hiding
He went to his village and from a distance he showed me, ÒYou
see, this is the house,Ó and there I know he had a bunker and there are the Jews
hiding. So we checked our revolvers and, and he said, ÒWe going in. I will
knock on the door. He knows me. And weÕre old mate and we take out the Jews and
we kill them.Ó So I said, ÒYou go first because you know the way,Ó and as he started to
work, I took out my revolver and I shot him
So I knocked on the door. He didnÕt listen to me when I spoke
Polish, so I spoke to them Yiddish. I said, ÒLook. I want to save you. I
came here. IÕm not AK. IÕm a Jew. . I, we came in to kill, to kill you.Ó So well, after I
spoke Yiddish and they told him to open the door. They open the door. There
were 3 Jews. There was a man about 28 years. There was his girlfriend. She must
a be about 22 and his girlfriend had the brother about 18. And they 3 were hiding
by this, by this man. I said, ÒYou cannot stay here because if you stay
here, if they will find, I cannot go back to the AK because I killed him. They
will know I killed him. So you better go, if you have a place to go, go. And I,
if you donÕt have a place, you come to me because I cannot go back to my group.
IÕm going back, I cannot go back to this group. I have to go back to my group.
So, it will take about a day or two, weÕll come to my group.Ó So they said okay.
They decided to go with me, and they came with me and I came back to my group
in the woods. And we had in this times still left not too many, and they joined
us. And this is how I stayed with my group in, when I left the AK. So they
stayed with us.
NormanÕs
legacy to survive
Everybody had to have a legacy why to survive. And I had two
legacies and two reasons. The first legacy was when my father was shot and I
witnessed it...and after he was shot twice, he started to yell, ÒNicoomen,
Nicoomen, nem NicoomenÓ means ÒRevenge, Revenge, Take RevengeÓ and this is ringing
in my ears til today.
And the second legacy I had, when my mother was taken to Belzec to
the death camps together with my 5 sisters and with the grandchildren, somehow
from the transport, from the Oonshatplatz, she could give out a note, a letter
to me. I was at this time in the labor camp. She said to me ÒYou are my
youngest child. You are young. You are strong. You are smart. If somebody would
survive, it would probably be you. Go ahead. Survive. Let what you are orphan,
let it not break you. But survive and go after the war, go to the world and
tell the world what the German murderers did to us.Ó And this is the
second legacy.